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Blue Sash….

Blue Sash....

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My Birthday Present

My Birthday Present

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Birthday Present

Birthday Present

My Birthday present, wrapped… Mmmmmmm

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Birthday Present

Birthday Present

My Birthday present, wrapped… Mmmmmmm

First – Romance / Bondage

First

Toni was not sure how her life had come to this moment.  As she was waiting, she thought back to a year ago.  Then, she was the 32 year old wife of a mid level executive with one child and a part time job.  All that changed when her husband came hope one day to announce he was leaving her.  He had decided that their life had become boring and that their sex life dull.  Not that he had initiated anything other than monthly missionary, no orgasm.  She had tried initiating by lingerie, a vibrator and even a porno movie.  But he felt it was dull.  Actually, she was relieved; there had been no spark for a long time, if there ever was one.

After the appropriate grieving period and getting her 7 year old daughter settled and house organized, she began to feel the void.  For a while the vibrator helped, but it did not replace the need for a man.  After looking at the available pool from work (Highly Discouraged), the gym (To Narcissistic), coffee shop (Too Wired), she became very discouraged.  That left the one place she dreaded, the internet.

Toni did a search of dating sites and came up with Christian all the way to Hoot Freaks and in the middle an elegant B/D site.   After filling out questionnaires on several mild meeting sites, she continued to be drawn to the B/D site.  She logged in as a guest one evening, late after her daughter was sound asleep.  She read a great deal of stories and posts over the next several days and the site seemed to be very kind to people new to the scene.  She noticed one poster’s writing that truly intrigued her.  They were soft, romantic stories of submission.  The poster also seemed to be a good source of advice and wisdom to others on the board.  After several months of loser dates from the other sites and lurking on the B/D site, she decided to throw caution to the wind.  Self examination over the empty months led her to the conclusion that she needed a strong, mentally dominant man to take control of her sexual being. A Strong Hand in her life.  No, she didn’t want to be penetrated by tree trunks, humiliated, or tortured.  She seemed to want what the poster wrote, loss of control with respect and a caring person to assume the Master role.  This was the first time the Master concept came up in her mind and it secretly thrilled her to the core.

She had explored many things earlier in her life.  She had done most of the things she read about, sucking cocks, fucking in all positions, public sex a time or two, anal (she learned 2 new code words, greek and taking a trip to the Mediterranean). She had played with toy, girls and boys.  That was part of the problem in her marriage, first adventuresome then dull.  There was not much that surprised her, except the submissive urges she felt.

Of course, as soon as she signed up for this site she was deluged by every freak of nature and their perversions.  She waded through all of the trash and started posting questions from a newbie.  She got several interesting responses but in reading the other posts by these people, she found that that were not compatible.  And the, one day, a note from Softly_Controlled showed up in her inbox.  He commented on one of her posts that he found particularly insightful on how Toni had gotten this far. He also offered to converse with her any time she has a question.

They struck up a conversation, first at an acquaintance level and then moving on to friends.  As this happened, Toni noticed 2 things:  He always maintained his composure as a Master whenever talking to her and that she was beginning to be drawn to him.  When she could stand it no longer, she asked for an encounter.  He then asked whether this would be meet and greet or something more.  She replied coyly “Whatever you want it to be, Sir.”

He asked her then; would she like to fully immerse herself in the role and activities of a submissive?  After a moment’s hesitation, she said “Yes, Master”.  He then told her that in the next few days she would be receiving a package.  When she did, she was to follow the directions in the package exactly.  If not, he would be very disappointed. She agreed, more eagerly.  Being directed excited her in ways she did not completely understand.

She almost ran up the stairs, after going to the apt. office Wed. evening to get the package.  She placed it in her bedroom, willing herself not to open it until all the evening’s activities were done.  She played with her daughter, made dinner, got the rest of the chores done and sent her daughter to bed.  She then watched a TV show and drank some wine, to calm herself and wait till her daughter went to sleep. About 10:30 she finally went into her room, closed the door and sat on the bed with the box.  She notices that the address was in the same city, Dallas.  And close to her.  She had a hard time controlling the trembling in her hands as she opened the box.  Inside were several packages, wrapped and a note.  She opened the envelope, took another long drink and started reading.

“Hello, Toni” She read. “My name is Chuck but for the time being you will call me Sir.  I want to talk a little about our encounter.  In entering the world, a few things must be clear.  First and foremost, you always have control.  Anytime you wish to stop, all you have to do is say the word or use the signal.  The word you will use is Orange.  The indicator is 5 blinks or five taps when you are unable to speak. You will always comply with my commands, or use the code.  If not, you will be punished.  I will address you by your name or Sweetness at my discretion, in public.  While in private I will always address you as Sweetness, as befits your personality.  I will sometime use terms like Sweet Cocksucker, little hot cunt, slut, cumslut.  If there are any terms that offend you, please let me know now before we start.

Number 2, when we are together, except with agreed otherwise, you are my submissive.  I will direct you, you will comply.  No one else is to direct you without my permission.  You are not to comply with anyone else’s direction without my permission.

Number 3, we will slowly explore your boundaries and mine.  The first things we will do will be close to mainstream, if you want to continue we will slowly add activities, at my pace, to our encounters.  If my pace is too slow, you can request that we add things, but doing so will be at my discretion.   Any things you wish to try immediately will need to be communicated to me before our first encounter.

Number 4, at all times you will be groomed neatly and attired as I direct.  You will not deviate from this.  I will also be groomed neatly and respectfully. You will either trim yourself or shave completely. If trimmed, it will be no longer than ¾ inches and your lips exposed. I prefer shaved, but that is one decision left to you.  Your hair and nails will be freshly trimmed and manicured. As you are following my directions, I will set up appts. for you to have these done.  The first is scheduled for Sat. and we will meet Sat. night.  You will also have a massage and facial.  As I know that your daughter will be with her father, per your notes, this should be no problem for you.

Number 5, at any time I may terminate the encounter if I feel that you are uncomfortable or not ready.  This will only happen under those circumstances.

If all of this is agreeable to you, send me a confirmation after you have read this and open the packages.   If not, please keep the enclosed as gifts and I wish you well.  When you have confirmed, I will send you the directions for your spa, my picture and where to meet me.

I hope that you will join me,

Chuck.”

Toni sat and thought about this for a minute, took another sip of wine and reached for the first package. She felt herself getting wet at the thought of what was inside.  The first package was a dress, simple and sexy in black, red and white.  It wrapped around and tied at the waist.  She got up, got a hanger and hung it next to her full length mirror.

The 2nd package revealed a corset. Purple with black and laced up the front.  She thought, at least I do not have to have help putting that on.

The 3rd package, stockings, thigh highs, of course and black, with seams and Cuban heels and toes.

The next contained a thong, small but not too small, ultra feminine and very lacy.

Of course the last contained the heels, and this is where her breath went away.  5” heels, Very wide ankle band, and…. A lock.  The lock held the shoes on at the ankle.  She just held them up. Disbelieving anything like these existed.  Her already wet pussy started leaking.  This is where I need to be, she though as excitement and relief swept over her…

All the treasures were laid out, but there was one last item.  A package marked, bring with you unopened.  She felt it, just a box, and it does not rattle.

She sat back to take it all in and decided, that she would try them on, picking up each item in order.  Thong, stockings, corset, dress and then heels.  Just before locking them, she found a not while looking for the keys.  It said simply, “I have the key. Do not put them on and lock until Sat.  Practice walking in them.”

She looked at herself in the mirror, her juices practically running out of her pussy.  The mirror tilted to the bed and she went to lay on it, taking the dress of and carefully re-hanging it. Her fingers went to her wetness and she reached into the drawer to take out her vibrator.  She ran it over her panty covered pussy and felt the buzz as it ran over her clit.  She held it there and felt the familiar rush of her orgasm, stronger than in a long time.  Her fingers pulled back the panties and then dived into her pussy.  So wet and so close.  Her little finger teased the opening to her ass, and pushed inside.  She was filled and watching in the mirror as she started stroking in and out and buzzed her clit.  The urgency was too much and she started finger banging herself and watched the wanton slut in the mirror.  The first wave came fast and furious, and she rode the first orgasm as she twitched and jerked.  She tried hard to keep from screaming, burying her face in the pillow.  The first orgasm gave way to the second, stronger than the 1st.  She stroked her G-Spot and was rewarded with a gut wrenching.

As she recovered, she remembered that she needed to send the confirmation.  As she looked in the mirror again, a thought struck her.  She know that it was being impertinent, but she grabbed her camera and took several shots in the mirror.  She put her robe on and shoes off and went to the computer.

She logged in and the first thing she saw was a not from him titled “Package”.   She rushed to open it.  It read “Dear Sweetness, I hope the package arrived today.  I look forward to meeting you if you are still interested.  Be careful to answer all the questions, unanswered questions will result in disappointment by me.

She hit reply and said simply “Yes, Sir.  Anything you wish to do to me sir”  And then attached the pictures to the email.  She was exhausted and very relaxed from the wine and orgasms.  She put everything away where daughter would not find it and went to bed.  She fell asleep immediately, with a smile.

Thursday rushed by and so did Friday.  She checked Thur and Fri night and Thur morning and saw no response.  She was afraid the pictures were too much.  But what could she do, if she asked him, he may not forgive her.  So after packing her daughter up and dropping her off at her fathers, she went home.  She logged in and found the response.

“You will go to The Red Door Spa in Dallas at 9 am and tell them you are there.  You will receive a massage, hair trim, manicure and pedicure and a sauna.  You will then go home and relax.  Tomorrow, you will take a long hot bubble bath, shave and get made up, and meet me in the parking lot behind your building at 6pm.  Be sure to lock the heels on and bring the package.  Here is my picture.”  In the picture, a 43 year old white gentleman about 5’ 10” and 240 lbs, stood.  He had brown hair and eyes, and a slightly sardonic half smile on.  His eyes told the story, at once both firm and gentle, they were eyes she could trust.

The next day was a blur, the spa wonderful.  She opted for the bikini wax, to make sure her newly shaven pussy was smooth.  Home for a long hot soak with mandarin orange bubble bath and soap.  She gave special attention to shaving her long legs, rubbing to make sure there was no razor stubble. She also started rubbing herself, but made herself stop.  Bringing herself to the edge of cumming was a wonderful feeling.  She checked the clock.  5:15 pm.  Plenty of time.  She did her makeup and hair, back in a long ponytail.  She put on the outfit, amazed that she was so horny for someone she had never met, based on his words.

10 to 6 rolled around and she started toward the back parking lot.  Gravel sidewalks and thin heels were no easy feat to navigate.  In the parking lot was a black stretch lomo, with the driver outside.  He opened the door when she approached and she slid into the back seat. Chuck was sitting across from her and for the first time, spoke.  “Hello Sweetness, are you sure you still want to go through with this? “  “Yes, Sir” she said quietly.  “Good” he said.  “Above your head are 2 sets of straps.  The outer set are normal, such as you would find on a bus and the second is a Velcro set that will really bind you.  Please reach up and put your hands in one or the other.  She reached up and found the Velcro cuffs.  Slipping each hand through, she was able to pull the straps tight, but loosening them was out of the option.  She pulled the straps tight and asked “Permission to speak, Sir.”  “Yes, Sweetness. What do you need?”  She then said “I am here of my own accord and I wish to enjoy the evening to its fullest.  I am your, Sir.”

He came across the car at that statement and ran his hand up her leg under the dress.  Then leaned over and gently kissed her neck.  “I am so glad” she heard him say.  Chuck reached up under her dress hem, slowly exposing her all the way up.  She gasped as his hand ran over her breasts and squeezed them.  At the same time, the car started moving.  “If I way, Sir, where are we going?”  “We are going for a quick bite and then off to my house. How do you like your steak and baked potato?”  She puzzled and said Medium Rare and butter only, please.”  “As you wish”, he replied.

They approached the door to the Lodge. Before anyone could open the car door, he released her from the straps. She rubbed her arms and then exited the limo onto the outstretched hand. They were led immediately to a table in the back and their drinks arrived, wine for her and a dirty martini for him.  A few seconds later, their food arrived, without ordering.  And it was perfect.  As she ate and they chatted, she noticed that more girls appeared and several glanced at her appraisingly.  After their meal, a girl approached and kissed Chuck on the lips.  “How are you Lover?” she exclaimed. She then outstretched her hand and said, “I’m April. And you are?” “Toni!” You respond.  April proceeds to sit in your lap, as Chuck looks on it amusement.  The next song comes up and April asks if she can dance for Toni”.  But she asks Chuck, not Toni and Chuck nods.  OMG, she has her clothes off.  Toni thought. And she is beautiful.  She starts rubbing on Toni as the slow grinding beat starts.  She rubs her tits in Toni’s face and then straddles her to rub some more.  As she slides down to the floor, she starts humping Toni’s leg in a long slow fashion.  April turns around and starts rubbing on Toni’s lap with her butt.  As she grinds, Toni’s skirt rides up and her stocking tops and panties are exposed.  April turns around and kisses Toni, long and deep with lots of tongue.  She then glides over Toni’s breasts and sticks her face up to Toni’s panty covered pussy and slowly licks up and down.  Toni is in ecstasy. Holding Aprils hair and held up to her cunt, to pull April’s tongue closer to her clit.  The song ends and April pulls away, again kissing Toni deeply.  Chuck pays her and tells her that they will see her later.  Chuck takes Toni’s hand and leads her out of the club.  After entering the Limo, Chuck reattaches Toni’s hands to the straps.  He then unties Toni’s dress and pulls it open.

“Damn, what a beautiful sight”, Chuck thought. He could not control himself any longer.  He took her head in his hands, cupping her chin.  He then asked her if she was comfortable?  She sighed in response.  Chuck then asked her to describe the encounter with April.  Toni said “That was the hottest thing I have ever done with a woman, she is so hot.”  “Is your pussy wet?” he asked. She nodded.  He then opened the package.  Inside was a 2 egg vibrator, lube and a small butt plug.  He pulled her ass forward, the lubed both eggs. One in her pussy, one in her butt.  Turned them on slowly.  Then lubed the butt plug.  Her eyes got wide, but it was smaller than the 2 guys who took her from behind before.  He eased the plug up into her butt, being careful of the wire and pushing too hard.   She slowly opened up and felt it go in with a pop.  Chuck then held up his 2 fingers and told her to lick them.  She got his fingers good and wet, and then they entered her pussy.  There was a initial slowness, but as soon as he felt the wetness, he started ramming the fingers into her.  At the same time, he is holding the back of her neck and looking deep into her eyes.  “Tell me when you are going to cum.  I want your cum on my fingers so we can both lick it off. Tell me when you are going to cum, Sweet Cunt. She reached the point of no return and went over the edge, howling with her release.

He then allowed her to catch her breath, and then they were backing into a garage.  The door opened and Chuck unhooked her restraints from the roof, and then cinched them tight behind her back.  He gently helped her out of the car, without removing the vibs or the plug.  She walked awkwardly to the door.  Feeling the toys doing their job and bringing her off again.  Inside the door, Chuck led her to a chair and told her to kneel while he got ready.  After taking off his clothes, Chuck sat and directed her to suck him.  As her hands were behind her back, she gave it all to her mouth.  Long, slow, deep, wet, sloppy.  Chuck grabs her pony tail and pulls her in onto my cock.  For a few seconds, he held her head deep on his cock.  As he slacked up, she pushed back on Chuck and took him to the edge. She usually does not do this, but wanted his cum in her mouth.  So she stroked harder and deeper and was rewarded with a fine load down her throat.

Chuck sat for a few minutes, in satisfaction of this encounter.  He then reached down and gently helped her up.  They moved through the house, her still with toys inside.  They got to the bedroom and she turned to see that he was erect again.  He laid her down on the bed, unhooked her arms and the hooked them to chains at the top of the bed.  He then told her to get on her knees. When she did, he inserted 2 pillows under her midsection.  He retrieves a cover and lube, and slides up behind her.  He attached leg restraints to each ankle and a spreader bar between the 2 ankles. With Toni at that angle, he starts teasing her with his cock.  Toni tries to hump back, but Chuck backs up and tells you to be patient. Chuck then leans over and attacks her cunt with his tongue.  Feeling her movements, Chuck adjusted speed, tongue and fingers going into Toni’s sweet, tasty cunt.  He tells her to let him know when she orgasms.  He feels her tense up and moan and say, I am cumming!

Chuck wasted no time.  His cock was ready to burst. So he positioned himself over Toni’s gaping pussy and started a full scale ramming on her pussy from behind.  Chuck rammed her as hard as he could and got the verbal and physical feedback that it was the right thing.  He pulled out of her and reached over to the side of the bead.  In the drawer were nipple clamps, a flogger and a horse whip.  Chuck flipped her over and left the pillows under her ass. He attached her wrist restraints to the spreader bar and pulled them both high in the air. He started to paddle her with the flogger lightly as he told her how good her little cunt had stroked his cock and how hot her red ass was getting.   Chuck then straddled Toni’s head and told her to suck his fat cock hard so I can fuck you again.   She sucked him hard as he attached the nipple clamps and started lightly whipping her ass and thighs with the crop.  When he was hard again, he swung around and grabber the spreader bar,  amd held her legs even higher up using the bar and lunged his cock into her cunt. 250 pounds, horny and missionary are dangerous.  Chuck savaged her, and she fell into several orgasms.  He reached his peak, said “Hell yes he yelled when he finished, shooting loads of cum into the condom.   He fell over exhausted, unhooked Toni and threw all the toys off the bed.  They curled up under the sheets and the last questions were “I would love to continue to train you, my horny cocksucker”. And she replied, “Yes, Sir” and fell asleep.

Several hours later, Toni woke Chuck up by sucking his cock hard and then fucking him into the mattress in cowgirl and mish.

Cuffs

Cuffs

The last click of the metal cuffs caused her to sigh and relax. It had been a long hard week and it was now time to enjoy. The glass of wine, dim lights and release of control were all working on her to caues her to start to get wet. What did he have in store for her tonight? This is the next step form theit blindfold play. She had come home and found the note, glass of wine and the cuffs as she walked in the door. The note had said, take all of your clothes off, drink the wine, bring the cuffs and come into the bedroom. She fpllowed the directions to the letter.

When she came into the bedroom, the lights were dim, the candles were lit, her favorite music was playing and he was ready. She started to speak and saw his stern look. She stopped trying to speak and walked over to the bed. There was a length of rope secured to the headboard. He told her to lie on the bed face down and stretch out her arms above her head. She did and he looped the cuffs through the roap and click, they were on.

He then reached into the drawer and pulled out some oil. He straddled her back and started a massage. She sunk into the bed as he worked out the knots in her back and legs. He teased her, brushing her lower lips, but never lingering. The wen on for a long time, she could feel his hardness through the robe he wore. He reached into the drawer again. She felt the familar touch of her favorite vibrator as it touched her lips. He turned it on low and placed it over her sweet spot. She sunk deeper into herself as the low vibrations started working on her. He whispered, enjoy it and then we shall play. He went and sat in the chair to watch her orgasm. She knew it would be a short trip, they had not played in days. In just a few minutes, she felt the start of her first O. Her hips started grinding on the vibrator, yes it was here. She moaned as the waves washed over her.

She did not hear him come over. She felt him lift her and insert the pillow under her stomach. He then knelt on the bed. This was not to be sweet and sensual any more. He leaned into her and she felt the head of his cock slide in as her orgasm subsided. He started slowly pushing into her cunt, and she started grinding her hips. I want you deep inside me, fuck me hard. She did not see it coming. Pop, he slapped her ass. “Do not speak.” The slap echoed through her all the way to her clit. He Stoped thrustine and he ground her hips back, trying to get him to start again. Pop, another slap. The same echo, she wanted to scream “I’m so close, Fuck me!!”. But she lay still. Agony, she needed him to fuck her hard. Then, he slammed into her and fucked her harder than he ever had. Three thrusts and she started cumming uncontrollably. A minute later he joined her. He collapsed onto her back and lay there, spent. A few minutes (or hours later, who can tell) he pulls out of her. Looks down and sees her sleeping, a content smile on her face. He pulls the blankest up, and lays down also. The smell of candles and sex lingers in the air. She will wake soon and they will play more. She sleeps, his cuffed princess.

Amusement Park

We decided to go to the carnival on the boardwalk to enjoy the day. We road the rides, ate the funnel cakes, got our weight guesses, saw the sideshows and then I wanted to win you a bear form the Strongest Man game. I take my first crack at and get it up halfway. Jeers from the Carney man and a smile from you. The wind picks up as I take my second swing. Bang, almost to the top. More cheers and jeer, and One last BIG swing. PING! I got you the biggest bear. By now the winds are moving and the sky has darkened. We were in the back of the boardwalk, about a mile from our car. We started walking, my shirt up like a tent over us. We mane it about a 3rd of the way when the storm increased intensity. I looked over and there is a space between 2 closed attractions with a cover. I stear you into the area, which is tight for you me and the bear.

You are shivering, so I wrap my arms around you to warm you up. As I do, my hand grazes over your breast. Your nipple is erect, from rubbing and the clod. You are wearing a white tube top and a short red skirt. Several times during the day, the skirt has ridden up and I saw your tiny panties. You grab my hand, look around, and then place it on your breast. The left gets the right breast, hands across for warmth. You also feel my erection start to grow so you move back into it. I am lightly pinching your nipples and grinding into your ass. I bend down and start to do one of your favorite things, licking and sucking on your neck and ears. I work both sides of you until you are moaning. I let go of your tit long enough to reach under your skirt and feel the wet red panties. I slide my fingers along the fabric and being amazed that you are so hot and wet. It is almost running down your leg. At the same time, you have reached up and pulled your tit out of your tube top and are squeezing it, milking it toward the end. I take the other one out and wrap the nipple around my finger, gently.

You are trying your best to get me excited with your free hand, all the while we are kissing hungrily. You have managed to unzip my jeans and now I think I understand you being insistent on me going without underwear. You have stroked me hard and your pussy is soaking wet. You lean against the wall in front of us with the bear as cushion. There is a short bench and you put your foot up on it. You are now at the perfect height. I slide in behind you, pull your panties to one side and run my tip up and down your pussy, getting it good and wet. You can not stand it any more, so as my cock reached the right height you slide back completely on it.

The excitement of the heat between us and the risk of exposure puts our sex drive into overdrive. We slam our bodies together racing for the finish. You go over the edge first, the orgasm crashing over you, making all of you vibrate. As you are coming down, I lift you up and turn you around. Then back up with your arms over my shoulders and your legs around my back. I slip you down onto me and start bouncing you up and down and you tighten your legs and really bear down on me. In about 5 minutes of wild fucking, I am ready to go over the edge. A few more strokes and I pull you in thigh. Your pussy starts pulsing on my cock and we both explode as one.

As we come back to reality, I look around and see a lady in the shadows on the other side of the street with her fingers between her legs and head back. She starts to jerk and then slumps against the wall.

As you and I are straightening our clothes and hair, she slips across the street. She hands you something, whispers something and is gone. You look down and it is her panties, with her name and phone number written on it. Also, Call me tonight!

We smile, and walk out into the sprinkles, refreshed. Holding hands, we walk out to our car. I let you in and go around. By the time I am sitting down, you have your phone out and I hear, Hi Hanna…..

Storytime

My slut is running errands today.  I am in a teasing mood, so I decide to spice it up.  I tell her to let me know where she is going and when she gets to each store.  I also hand her a small set of packages, each labeled with a location.

Dry Cleaners

Craft Store

Bank

Shoe Store

Bath and Body Store

Lingerie Store

Movie Store

Grocery

Also there is a package labeled Mystery.

She heads to the Dry Cleaners, a bit nervous and excited.  Her panties are a bit damp, as she tries to figure out what I have in mind.  I head out to put my plan into place. she gets to the Dry Cleaners and texts me, waiting for her first set of instructions. I text back for her to open the first package.

Inside the first package is a inside is a set of Nipple Clamps. a note is underneath the clamps.

Dearest Slut,

Please put on the clamps before entering the Dry Cleaners. I know that your top is kind of loose and that you are not wearing a bra today. Your shirt should conceal the clamps if you are careful not to stretch or lean over too far. Also, I enclosed a instant cold pack, so you can get your nipples hard. You must also text me a pic of you after you put them on and have someone in the shop take your picture. You are not to take the clamps off until instructed.

Sir

She felt her breath catch in her throat. She knew that they had wanted to do private play in pubic spaces, but  had not expected that it was going to start like this.  Luckily, she had parked in a shady spot away from the other cars. the idea scaring and exciting her at the same time.  She took the cold pack out and nervously passed it back and forth between her hands. She knew that he would be stern if she did not play.  Not Mad, as he never pushed her past her limits.  She also had to admit,  the idea of this and what other things he had in store for her were so exciting. With that, she cracked the pack and reached under her shirt to apply it to her left tit.  When her nipple was fully erect, she grabbed the clamp and placed it on her nipple.  The immediate pain went straight to her clit and her pussy pulsed with the excitement.  Quickly, she applied the cold pack to her other nipple and clamped it.  Again, the pain shot through her.

There was not a big chain between the clamps, so it was easily hid, and the clamps were not too noticeable if she laid them flat and let her shirt float. She took out her cell and quickly pulled one tit out, snapped a pic and put it away, every movement another jolt to her. She pulled up her contact list, chose Sir and sent it.  Almost immediately, a response came back.  ‘Good Slut. no playing with your pussy now. Go take the clothes in and be sure to check the pockets. Don’t forget to have someone take  you pic.

She got the clothes bag and and went inside, her erect nipples so sensitive to the movements of she silk cami across the tips.  Her panties were fully involved, she could feel her juices soaking into them.

Inside, she opened the bag, and spilled the clothes onto the counter. some of her lacy outfits were in there and she blushed. Yes, the needed to be cleaned, but she usually just handed the bag discretely to the ladies behind the counter.  one bright red lacy nothing slipped off the counter and landed on a mans shoe.  he leaned over as she did to pick it up.  He grabbed it a second before she could, and when standing up, she saw him look down her shirt and his eyes got wide. Her face reddened, she knew he saw the clamps. She grabbed the lingerie from him and thanked him profusely, totally embarrassed.  she fumbles through the pockets, rapidly, trying to make sure nothing is there and get out as fast as she can. she finds something in his pants pocket.  She pulls it out and it is one of her tiny butt plugs.  She has not used these in a while, training her ass to take the bigger plugs. If it is possible, she gets even redder and pushes the clothes across the counter and turns to head out the door. As she reaches the door, she remembers that she has to have someone take her pic. “What the hell do I so?”  She moans in her mind and at that moment,  the man from behind her reaches the door. he looks at her and cannot help but smile at her, with a lustful twinkle in his eye.  She inhales sharply and turns as the both walk out.  “Sir, can I ask you a favor?” she blurts out and he turns toward her. “Will you take my picture? I am well, um, playing a game and need a pic to prove i was here and my, um, jewelry is still on. I hope I did not embarrass you. ”

he looked at her and said ‘Um no, not embarrassed. Just never seen anything like that before.  Kinda shocked and , wellllll. excited. I would be glad to take your picture. Do you think, ahhhh, that i could maybe, um, see them again? Is that too forward?’ He was now the one blushing and as she looked down, she saw the bulge in her pants.  The bulge was impressive and s plan comes to mind.  ‘Take my pic real quick and we will go across the street to the parking garage and you can see all you want.” He almost grabbed her phone out of her hand and quickly took the pic, as she pulled the top tight to show the outline of her tits and clamps.

She texted the picture to him,and told him she would have a surprise for him soon…

The man got into his car, and she drove hers across to the parking garage. she went to the 4th level, just below the top floor and parked at the end away from the stairs and other cars. he pulled in beside her and got out.  she came around and handed him her phone again. “Take a picture of this!” She said and pulled her top up and off.  she was standing there in wedge heels, a short skirt and the clamps. Nothing else.  She could feel the breeze slightly moving the clamps and the man in front of her clicking away. She motioned for him to get back in his car and she went around to the passenger door. she got in and told him to drop his pants. his cock stood straight up from his lap.  It was a nice, full cock, and she felt her pussy pulse more. she reached over, and into her purse at the same time.  she pulled out a small bottle of lube, and coated his cock in a little.  He just looked on in amazement as she started stroking him, slow strokes.  She knew it would not take long, he was already moaning and looking at her bare chest and the clamps.  She had not ever done this with a stranger, but knew Sir would be ok with it. she also got her camera out and set it for video. she brought it over and focused it on his cock and her hand sliding up and down.  She started encouraging him to cum on her tits, and he hips started thrusting up toward the strokes.

His balls shrank up and  she got ready, leaning in and holding the camera. she moaned ‘FUCK” and started to shoot his load on her tits. several ropes of sperm shot all over her and he sank back into the seat.  she squeezed the last of his cum out if his cock, milking it till he was completely spent.  She spied a towel in the back seat, grabbed it and wiped them both up.  She leaned over, kissed him on the cheek and said goodbye,  checked behind them and got out, put on her top and got into her car.  He ran over, gave her his card and asked for a copy of the pics.  She agreed and drove off, sending Sir the video.  She would pay for it later, but it was worth it.  She knew he would love it.

Recovery

How does one recover from diving deep and then finding yourself without an airtank?  Jumping off the ledge and smacking into the rocks.  Wanting to lash out at the person that hurt you and knowing you can hurt them more, but also knowing that it would cause ripples that would hurt other, collateral damage.

I have to learn how to control myself and not lash out without thinking, planning, and doing the right thing….

 

time to quit stewing in poop and to get on to the joy that life, liberty and the pursuit of perversion and leave the trash in the trash and the drama to the drama queens.

 

 

Pain

So much pain, Clouds the mind and judgement.  Makes me do and say things I do not really mean. Yes, I called you out, and that I did mean.  But the raw emotions of love and hate, used and user, love and pain are evident in the grenades thrown over the wall. The wall that separates us.

I took need for love and desire, using for caring and trusted you in my world. But you never really let me in.  I pulled back the stump of my hand, uncomprehending. Lashing out, I made a bad situation worse, scorched earth. No, I do not want it back to where it was, as it was dysfunctional.  I wanted love and caring, you wanted a tool to do your bidding. Masked in a word, it was all I needed to turn my world upside down and risk everything. But that was not enough, nothing will ever be enough for you.

Laid to waste and rest, it is done. It was never about the money, it was about seeking and not finding something elusive – lust, desire, caring, respect and yes, love.

I wish you well, truly and hope that the course that you have chosen will take you to the place you want to be. I am not where I want to be and I have to find the signposts that take me back to the place before you, then look for another road.  Searching, is this what I want or do I return and try to fix the thing that brought me here and laid me bare before you to stab.

Pain….